Hapori Depression

He pō uaua

Kōrero mai ki a au he mea pārekareka, he kōrero mō tētahi mea e pā ana ki tō hiahia :)

I used to be so happy, where'd that person go?

Te taha pouri.

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Kei te rongo atu tetahi atu e kore e taea te noho, e kore e taea te uru.. ki hea.. ki te whānau, ki ngā hoa?

He tino pouri

I tenei ra, kāore e taea te kino atu mōku 😞 I ngana ahau, ā, i pā te riri ki a au i tēnei rā ...e hiahia ana au ki te kōrero ki te tangata

Kāore au i whakaaro ko au te tangata e paipa ana 🚬

Ko au te paraikete, ā, kei roto i a au te Atua

Oketopa

I te marama kua pahure, i whakahaerehia e mātou he kaupapa mō te Marama Whakaora i te Whakawhānau.... Ko tēnei Oketopa he Marama mō te mōhio ki te Pātea... I te mea e haere tonu ana mātou i tā mātou Kaupapa mō te Mōhio ki te Hauora Hinengaro me te HR Network o Iloilo City & Province Chapter, me tū…pānui atu

Tākaro 🤌

I te wā e pā ana ki te pōuri. Tākaro i ngā pūmanawa horoi pūngao 🤌

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I used to be so happy, where'd that person go?

Te taha pouri.

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Kei te tino pouri au i tenei ra... Ka noho au i te moenga i te ra katoa 😪

I etahi wa ka penei ahau me te moe mo te wa katoa na te mea ko te moemoea anake te mea e taea e au te tumanako!

Ka kitea e koe te pono…

I muri i te tau e mahi ana i te katoa mō tēnei tangata, e tuku ana i te katoa o te aroha i toe mai, e whakarongo ana i ngā pō katoa mō te nui o tāna aroha ki a au, ā, ko au anake hei huri ki te taha me te whakakāhore i te mea kāore au e noho, ā, kāore he mea pono. Kāore au i te tino mōhio me pēhea…pānui atu

Kei te haere au i te wa kino rawa atu i taku ora.

Kāore e taea!

"Te aha koe i pēnā ai?"

He tino pouri

I ngā tūmanako ka taea e ia te kawe mai i te ataahua ki a koe.

He aha te take e mamae ai?

Kei te hiahia au ki te whai tangata i roto i taku ao hei aroha. Tētahi e taea ai e au te hoki ki te kāinga, te awhi, te tunu kai, te haere ki te hoko, te tākaro kēmu. Ngā mea katoa e pai ana ka tuhia ki tētahi e tiakina ana e koe. Kei te hiahia au ki te aroha e tētahi, engari he tino uaua te kimi i…pānui atu

I te tuatahi i mohio au i te wa e 5 au, engari kei te tarai tonu au ki te whakaae.

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I runga i te ra makariri o te takurua, e hiahia ana au ki te awhi i tetahi pea mahana.

Kaore e pai ana

I whakamātau ahau, ka mutu ka riro au i te hōhipera e toru ngā wa i te wiki, e pērā ana te whakaaro kāore e taea e au te pupuri i ngā hoa me te ao, ā, e teitei ana te noho mōku. I pāngia au e ngā raru me te drama me taku hoa pātea, me te pirihimana. Kāore e taea e au te whakahaere, e pērā ana te…pānui atu

😔😔😔

Wubba Lubba Dub Dub!

Kaore au i te pai

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I tenei ra

Kei te ngaro au

Kei te ngaro taku whānau

Aroha mai i mua mēnā he tino pōuri tēnei... Mai i te 30 o Hānuere i tēnei tau, kua huri te ao katoa ki runga. Kua wehe ngā tamariki i a au. I tuku au i taku mana ki taku kōtiro ki tōna pāpā koiora (ehara i taku tāne) ā, e noho ana ia ki a ia. Mēnā i ngana au ki te whawhai ki a ia, ka ngaro au i te…( whakatikahia )pānui atu

Kaore e taea e au te kii atu i te pai ake i a au anō

Hari huritau...

Aroha mai, ko taku huritau tēnei, ā, kei te rongo au i te pōuri. Ka whakaaro koe, i muri i te tau kua pahure, kāore taku hoa i te mahi i tetahi mea, engari he karere me ngā whakaritenga kāore e taea te whakatutuki, kāore au e mōhio ki te rongo. Ka whakaaro au, i pā te pānga ki te tangata i noho au…pānui atu

Te Mahara

I tetahi wa, kāore i te mōhiotia te pōuri. I te wā roa, he poto, he tino poto kāore i te mōhiotia. Pērā i te ahi o te rākau e kanikani ana i te hau. I whakakī ahau i ngā mea katoa i a au ki roto hei pupuri i te ora me te mura. Nā, kāore e taea te karo, ka whakakorea, ka waiho hei pōuri anō. Ko te…pānui atu

Nō reira, he aha tāu e whakaaro ana mō te kino o te āhua i konei?

Kei te pooti au ki te whakautu i aku ake tuhinga nā te mea kāore e taea te whakawhirinaki ki te ai psychosis.

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I tangi ahau i te nui i tenei ra

Fiend...

Tīmata... engari kāore au e tuku i a koe ki roto i taku toto... Kāore au e taea te whakaaro ki te aroha... Ngā rongoā... kāore taku realiti e ranea...

Kei te rereke

Ka rereke te ao i te wa e mutu ana koe i te whakatika. I te wa e kore e taea e koe te whawhai ki te whakahoki, ā, kāore e pēnā te hunga e noho ana, kāore e noho ana i te wā e hiahia ana rātou. Ka pēnā te āhua o te totohe i roto i te pōuri, ā, ka piki tonu ngā ngaru ki raro i a koe.

Kia Ngākau Māhaki

Kia mōhio...

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