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Missing my family

Sorry in advance if this is too depressing... Since Jan 30th of this year my whole world was turned upside down. My children have been split up. I voluntarily gave up my custody of my daughter to her bio father (not my husband) and she's now living with him. Had I tried to fight him I would've... (edited) read more

True love doesn't exist

I'm on the brink of giving up entirely. I seriously do not believe that there is a woman out there for me. Why should I even try anymore. I hate this. I don't want to hurt anymore.

Rough

The last two weeks have been so hard on me. Watching my momma take her last breath was beyond hard to do, to let go of part of my heart, my world will never be the same.

Why does it always creep up at the worse time.

When my thoughts are louder than my music.

Broken heart syndrome may happen today or this year

I'm not breathing often and have to force myself too. My heart hurts and I'm bed locked. I was trying to play gears 5 but had to stop because my eyelids were getting heavy. Not because I'm tired but because I felt like I could pass out and slip unconscious. I'm getting sharp heart pains too. If... read more