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Gulu la depression, kucheza, ndi zokambirana.
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1. Wachisoni kwambiri โ Munthu amene amakhala ndi chisoni chachikulu komanso chosatha. 2. Wosasangalala nthawi zonse โ Munthu amene amakhala wosasangalala nthawi zambiri. 3. Wachisoni kwambiri mumtima โ Munthu amene ali ndi chisoni chachikulu kwambiri. 4. Wokhumudwa mwakachetechete โ Munthuโฆwerengani zambiri

Mwezi wa Okutobala ukuwoneka ngati mwezi wa nkhawa. ๐๐

Kodi ndidzapeza chikondi ndi mnzanga? Ndikumva ngati chisoni changa chachikhalidwe chikhala chingakhalitse m'njira.
Potsatira kuchita kusewera tsiku lonse, ndinaganiza zopemphera tsiku lomwe ndinayamba kusewera kwachiwiri, mโmawa mu 2022. Ndinachotsa kumvetsera nyimbo, ndinachotsa kusewera, ndinachotsa kuwerenga, ndinachotsa kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndinachita bwino pamene ndinakhala mโchipatala mu 2020 kwaโฆwerengani zambiri
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Potsiriza kuchita kusewera tsiku lero, ndinaganiza zopemphera tsiku limene ndinayamba kusewera kwachiwiri, mโmawa mu 2022. Ndinachotsa kumvetsera nyimbo, ndinachotsa kusewera, ndinachotsa kuwerenga, ndinachotsa kuchita chilichonse chimene ndinachita bwino pamene ndinakhala mโchipatala mu 2020 kwaโฆwerengani zambiri
Pofuna kuchita kusewera lero, ndinaganiza zokondweretsa tsiku lomwe ndinayamba kusewera kwachiwiri, mโmawa mu 2022. Ndinachotsa kumvetsera nyimbo, ndinachotsa kusewera, ndinachotsa kuwerenga, ndinachotsa kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndinachikonda pamene ndinakhala mโchipatala mu 2020 kwa masabata 5โฆwerengani zambiri
Ndakhala ndi mavuto ndi thanzi langa la maganizo, chisoni, ndi zina. mutha kundipatsa mawu ochepheretsa kuti ndipite patsogolo tsiku lino? Ndili ndi chisoni nthawi zonse ndipo ndilibe munthu woti ndiyankhule naye kapena abwenzi.
Kodi mukumva? Mumathandiza bwanji kuti mukhale ndi moyo pa chisoni cha chiyayi ndi chikhala?


Moni abale ndi alongo anga onse mu Kristu, Lero ndinaganiza kuti ndikufuna kugawana nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinazindikira kukhala kwa Moya Woyera ndi momwe zomwezo zinayambitsa kusintha mu moyo wanga. Chaka khumi ndi ziwiri zapitazo, pamene ndinali ndi zaka 16, ndinagwa pansi kwambiri. Ndinaliโฆwerengani zambiri
Kufuna munthu wokambirana tsiku ndi tsiku za moyo, mavuto, zomwe zakhala zikuchitika, malingaliro, nkhawa ndi nkhawa
Potsiriza kuchita kusewera tsiku lero, ndinaganiza zopemphera tsiku limene ndinayamba kusewera kwachibadwidwe, mโmawa mu 2022. Ndinachotsa kumvetsera nyimbo, ndinachotsa kusewera, ndinachotsa kuwerenga, ndinachotsa kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndinachikonda pamene ndinakhala mโchipatala mu 2020 kwaโฆwerengani zambiri
Zosangalatsa momwe munthu angawoneke bwino kwambiri komanso kukhala ndi โmoyo wabwinoโ kuchokera kunja, pomwe akuchita mwachinsinsi ndi nkhawa, chisoni, kapena kupsinjika kwambiri. Tisamale, sitikudziwa chomwe anthu akupita kudzera mu chikhumbo. Kodi mukuganiza kuti tawona bwino kwambiriโฆwerengani zambiri

Ntchito ya filimu yomwe William Shatner ndi Tom Skerritt sakulandira mphoto zokwanira chifukwa cha ntchito zawo. Chigawo cha Big Bad Mama chomwe chinatuluka mu 1987 chinali chabwino koma chinali ndi akazi awiri osiyanasiyana akugwira ntchito ngati ana. Ndiye nkhani ya filimuyi: Yakhazikitsidwaโฆ (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Potsiriza kuchita kusewera lero, ndinaganiza zopemphera tsiku lomwe ndinayamba kusewera kwachiwiri, mโmawa mu 2022. Ndinachotsa kumvetsera nyimbo, ndinachotsa kusewera, ndinachotsa kuwerenga, ndinachotsa kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndinachita bwino pamene ndinakhala mโchipatala mu 2020 kwa masabataโฆwerengani zambiri

Mphamvu ya alamu ikuyamba tsiku, Chikondi pa nkhope yanga chachotsedwa, Lembani ndi kuyamba galimoto yanga, Tsegulani chiyambi changa choyamba mu chidebe, Kusankha mavuto ndi kuchita ntchito, Kukhala ndi anthu ndi chimodzi mwa zomwe ndikufunira, 3 mowa akutsika ntchito yapita, Ndimayenda kubwereraโฆ (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Ngati simukumva bwino mwachikondi / mukukhala pa nkhawa, thupi lanu silingathe kugwira ntchito bwino, chakudya chikulowa m'thupi lanu koma thupi lanu silikugwira bwino zinthu zomwe mukudya choncho mukuwonjezera kulemera kapena kutaya kulemera chifukwa mukuphonya zinthu zofunika mu chakudyaโฆwerengani zambiri


Nthawi zonse pamene ndimapanga ndi kuchita ndi kutaya kwanga, kapena kutaya sindingathe kupusa kuganiza za komwe ndinachokera, ndi anthu omwe akupitilira kumeneko. Kudziwa kuti angasinthe malo ndi ine ngakhale pa masiku anga oyipa kwambiri. Zimandipangitsa kumva chisoni chifukwa cha kumva chisoniโฆwerengani zambiri
Uziลตa kuti ndine wosangalala kwambiri ndi kuphweka nthawi pa izi, chifukwa nthawi iliyonse ndikafika poyamba ndimaganiza momwe masewerawa adachitira kuti mtima wanga wosokonezeka uzikhala wotanganidwa ndi kuphunzira kuti ndimalize maphunziro anga a digiri pambuyo poti ndidachita bwino nthawiโฆwerengani zambiri

Kuchita chisoni kwambiri, ndikulimbikitsa mwakufuna kwambiri

Kodi chikhalidwe chamaganizo chimakhudza bwanji moyo w daily?, ndi ine yekha? N'chifukwa chiyani chisoni, nkhawa, nkhawa, zonse zimakumana nthawi imodzi?. Chonde yankhani, zidzakhala zofunika kwambiri. Ndine ok kuti ndikhale ndi anzanga. tingathe kupanga gulu la thandizo pang'ono ๐ฅฒ

Chifukwa chiyani, chinali chimodzi mwa masewera abwino kwambiri omwe ndakasewera m'zaka. Ndinachita bwino kuti ndisamalize masewerawa (ndinapitiliza kuyambiranso mu zovuta zambiri, LWOTC mod ndi zina.) Koma lero ndinamaliza bwino. Tsopano ndikumva ngati ndili ndi chinthu chochepa ndipoโฆwerengani zambiri

Ndikumva ngati ndachita chaka chonse. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndi kubwerera ku nkhawa koma ndinapeza kuti ndili chabe KUPHULIKA KWA KULUMBA. za zonse

Imodzi mwa zomwe ndimakonda, nyimbo ina yokhudza chisoni, kuchita zinthu mwachikhalidwe ndi zina zotero (kusinthidwa)
Kufotokoza kwanga za chisokonezo cha mtima ndi momwe zimakhalira kuti zikhale m'deza ya nkhawa.

Ndikufuna ntchito zina, chifukwa choti nkhawa yanga yachulukira kwambiri kuyambira pomwe ndakhala manejala kumene ndili pano. Ndikufuna kuchoka mu management ndi kutali ndi malonda ndi chakudya. Sindikudziwa zomwe zingakhale zabwino ndipo ndimadziwa kuti maulendo omwe ndimapanga nthawi zambiriโฆwerengani zambiri
Miphika ya granny Smith, mkaka wosakaniza, syrup ya tiyi wa hibiscus, lady fingers kapena savoiardi, pang'ono cha cocoa powder chosakaniza. Kuti ndikhale wosakaniza syrup inachita nthawi yaitali, koma inachitika bwino. P.s. Ndikupitiliza kupambana ndi nkhawa yanga yowawa, koma ndikukumana ndiโฆwerengani zambiri



ndikukhumudwa ndi mbiri yanga yachikhalidwe. choncho, gulu la nkhawa ndi chisoni pambuyo pa masabata awiri a kuipa

Kungoti munthu akuoneka wosangalala sizikutanthauza kuti sakukumana ndi mavuto. ๐ Nthawi zina anthu amene amamwetulira kwambiri ndi amene akulimbana ndi mavuto amene palibe amene akuwadziwa. Amapezeka, amaseka ndi anzawo, amapita kuntchito, ndipo amauza aliyense kuti ali bwino, ngakhale kutiโฆwerengani zambiri








Ndimadana nazo anthu akamachita ngati ndi abwino kwambiri poyamba, kenako nโkusiya kulankhula nanu, kapena choipa kwambiri nโkunama, ndipo mwatsoka zimenezi zimandichitikira nthawi zonse. Sindine wangwiro. Ndili ndi mavuto ambiri, kuphatikizapo kuvutika maganizo. Ndikanakonda nditasiya kukhalaโฆwerengani zambiri
Ndine wochezeka, wosangalatsa, wofunikira, zonse zabwino, koma ndi ngati pali khoma pakati panga ndi ena onse. Sindikudziwa ngati ndili ndi cholakwika kapena ngati ichi ndi chinthu chachilendo kwa aliyense. Ndikukhala ndi chisoni chifukwa cha kupita tsiku langa lobadwa ndekha. Osati kuti ndiโฆ (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Ndimakonda kukhala ndi chisoni! Ndikufuna kukumbatira!! ๐ญ

Mnzanga anafa ndi manja ake mwezi 3 wapitawo, ndidapangitsa izi chifukwa ndimakukumbukira kwambiri

Fascism ikupitiliza kukhala ndi njira yake pano. Kupanda anzawo/kupanda chikhala kumapitilira. Ndikupitilira kukhala mu moyo wosakhazikika/wosungidwa. Sindikuwona tsogolo labwino kwa ine. Zonsezi zimandivuta. Ndinali ndi... nkhondo ndi mnzanga wapafupi masiku angapo apitawo, ndipo zikuwoneka ngatiโฆwerengani zambiri

Ndiye ndi chinthu chachikondi kapena chinthu chofunika chomwe muli nacho :)
Ndikufuna kukumbatira munthu ndikulila mtima wanga popanda kufunikira kufotokoza chifukwa chiyani, popanda kumva kuti zonse zidzakhala bwino kapena kumva kufunikira kukhumudwa chifukwa cha kugwedezeka. Ndikufuna kungokumbatiwa kwa nthawi yaitali kuti zinthu zonse zomwe ndakhalapo zikhaleโฆwerengani zambiri

Ndangokhala pano ndikusewera masewera apakompyuta. Palibe mameseji. Palibe mauthenga. Ndipo ine ndiye vuto. Palibe zibwenzi. Palibe munthu woti ndilankhule naye. Zimangobwera pangโonopangโono nโkukupangitsa kudzida, ngakhale ndikudziwa kuti ndine munthu wabwino. Ndikudziwa zimene ndiyeneraโฆwerengani zambiri

Kukhumudwitsa si uleadership, ndi kusowa chikhulupiriro. Oleadership olimba amakhazikitsa zinthu mโbale. Ochepa amachita chinyengo mโmawonekedwe. Pamene manejala wanu/boss/wogwira ntchito akukhumudwitsani mโmawonekedwe, si nthawi zonse za momwe mukugwira ntchito. Nthawi zina, ndi za kusowaโฆwerengani zambiri
ndinayesa kumaliza zonse chaka chimodzi chatha. kuseka kumathandiza pang'ono pamene ukumva kuti ukugwa mu chikhomo. (kusinthidwa)




Ndakhala ndi moyo wosauka kwa zaka, ndipo mwayi sunandipindulepo ngakhale kamodzi mu moyo wanga. Mulungu ndi umboni wanga. Kuyambira pamene ndinabadwa, sindinadziwe chifukwa choti ndafika poyera pa chisoni, mpaka ndikumva ngati ndili ndi chibwenzi ndi moyo. Koma sindikudziwa chifukwa chiyani,โฆwerengani zambiri

Mwinamwake chikhumbo chikuyamba kupita, koma ndidzakhala ndi moyo kuti ndiyesetse, kapena ndidzafa ndi kuphulika.

Popanda chinthu chilichonse chomwe ndimalemba, palibe amene adzakhala ndi chikhumbo. Popanda chinthu chilichonse chomwe ndimachita, zinthu zidzachitika popanda kufunika. Popanda chinthu chilichonse chomwe ndimalankhula, palibe amene adzandimvetse. Popanda kuti ndili ndi mawu a kuwononga ndiโฆwerengani zambiri
Ndikuganizabe mopitirira muyeso ndipo ndikudzimvera chisoni. Ndinagona pakati pausiku ndipo ndadzuka kuyambira 4:30. Sindingathe kusiya kuganizira zimene zikanatheka komanso mmene sizili choncho chifukwa cha ine. Mwina sindine munthu wabwino amene ndimaganiza kuti ndinali. Sindikudziwa kutiโฆwerengani zambiri
Zinali tsiku losavuta koma mwachitsanzo pa 3 chisoni chinatenga ngati ma brick a Tone .. Ndikumva ngati ndine wosauka kwambiri, ndine wosauka. Sindikumvetsa komwe uku kuchokera chifukwa lero ndinadziwa kuti ndine wosangalala .. koma tsopano ndikumva ngati ndine wosauka komanso wopanda mtengo.

Mmodzi mwa anzanga apamtima kwambiri akuyenera kusamukira kwina. Akuimba mlandu aliyense, ndipo ndikumva kuwawa kwambiri. Zimandiwawa kuti angamve choncho, komanso zimandiwawa kuti zimenezi zamuchitikira. Kunena zoona, ndilibe moyo wina kunja kwa ana anga, ngakhale ndimayesetsa kukhala nawo.โฆwerengani zambiri
Pa tsiku lochita chifunga, ndikufuna kukumbatira nkhumba yotentha.
Ndidayesera, ndinatha ku hospitali katatu mu sabata, ndikumva ngati ndikupita patsogolo, anzanga ndi chinthu chachikulu, ndipo ndikumva ngati ndine wosauka. Ndili ndi mavuto ndi drama ndi wochita chinyengo wanga komanso apolisi. Sindingathe kupirira, ndikumva ngati ndiri mu chinthu chotetezeka.โฆwerengani zambiri
Toska ndi yabwino kwambiri kuposa Kutsutsana monga mawu. (kusinthidwa)

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Pepani m'tsogolo ngati izi zili zovuta kwambiri... Kuyambira pa Jan 30 chaka chino dziko langa lonse linasintha. Ana anga atsegulidwa. Ndinapereka mwachisawawa ufulu wanga wa mwana wanga kwa bambo ake (osati mwamuna wanga) ndipo tsopano akugona naye. Ngati ndinayesa kupikisana naye ndingakhale ndiโฆ (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri

Ndiye tsiku langa lobadwa ndipo ndikumva ndalone. Mungaganize kuti pambuyo pa chaka chatha, wanga wochotsa, osachita kanthu kupatula uthenga ndi ma promisi opanda kanthu, ndingakhale ndakhalapo mu chikhumbocho. Ndikuganiza kuti chinali chovuta kwambiri kuti munthu amene ndinakhala naye kwa zaka 5โฆwerengani zambiri
Dziwitsa... koma sindingakupatseni mwayi mu magazi anga... Kusokoneza... koma sindingathe kupemphera za chikondi... Zinthu... chinthu changa sichikwanira...
Dziko limakhala losiyana pamene ukayima. Pamene sulinso mphamvu yolimbana ndi zinthu ndipo zikuwoneka ngati anthu ali pano kokha pamene akufuna. Zikuwoneka ngati kupha mu chisokonezo ndipo mawonekedwe akupitiliza kukupititsira pansi.
Nthawi zina... Muli kokha... Osakhala ndi moyo...
Ndinali pano; koma pamene ndinafunika munthu, aliyense anandisiya.
Ndakuwona anthu ambiri pano akukhala ndi chisoni, osalimbikira, ndi mu malo osalimba. Chonde fufuzani munthu. Musakhale pansi mukuyembekezera kuti zidzakhala bwino kapena kutengera masiku kuti thandize chisoni chanu. Lumikizanani ndi manambala omwe ali pansipa. Moyo wanu ndiwothandiza. Musayambeโฆwerengani zambiri

Ndikufuna kupita... Ndikupemphera kuti ndipeze njira yanga... Kbefore ndipangidwe... Ndipo ndakhala ndakale ndakulephera... Ndipo sindingathe kuchotsa mu mtima mwanga... Ndikumva ngati ndakhalapo m'kati...