🥀

When you can’t hold yourself together anymore

There is just too much people are counting on me for right now and I cannot afford to have an existential crisis. I see things I know I can fix and do but the grief is so heavy I just can’t get away from it. I don’t want to let everyone down, but I feel like I’m falling apart. And worst of all,... read more

So tired

I just want to be human. I want to feel, to be happy, to love everything I loved before.

I don't jugde people, or being racist it just hurts.

I've noticed that some people ghost me after learning where I'm from or because of my culture. Whether that's the reason or not, it leaves me wondering why kindness and honesty seem so difficult. Respect costs nothing.

Summer depression

Next summer maybe I'll work at a summer job that is in a cooler climate. Thinking about Colorado since it's not too far. The heat in the oklahoma Texas area is too much. I hate being stuck inside when it's not even cold outside.

We all have a few screws loose

Either are parents or relationships loosened them up or tightened them. It's up to us how we put ourselves together.

The story behind the scars

You Never Saw the Pain You never really looked at my pain. You looked at the scars but never the story behind them. You never saw the nights where sleep never came. You never saw the moments I was fighting battles in silence. You never saw the pain I carried from the things that happened to... read more

Someone?

I really could use someone to talk to atm. I struggle with a lot and my mum just died recently and I'm just struggling bad atm

Kitty

A little fluffy serotonin for my fellow depresso-espresso’s

it'll be okay... 🥰

Remember boos

Remember kids when you are drawing a line you might end up drawing a circle

.

May be in another universe I'll be happy

Exhausted

Sometimes it’s just really hard to keep moving forward.

☁️

Just my thoughts.

💔

Some people wear jewelry. I carry a piece of the night sky. Without it, the day feels a little heavier.

Weekend depression

I don't have days off. Yet I get it every week.

Both ways

✨ It's Okay to Be Both ✨ Some days I laugh until my cheeks hurt. Some days I carry a weight no one else can see. And the truth is... Both versions of me are real. Life isn't meant to be all light or all heavy. It's learning how to find a balance where the heavy days don't convince you that all hope... read more

Hide...

It's ok to hide the pain...

To all the warriors out here if you need to talk to someone I am here for you man keep it strong ✊️

For me... Things get harder as the hollydays comes..

Why

Me is Sad. Again

I first realized it when I was 5 but I’m still trying to accept it.

So lonely..

Facts

🕵️‍♀️

On a cold winter day, I want to hug a warm bear.

Wondering....

I never understood bullying... Like why are you mad that I'm ugly... To keep bullying me for something I born with it...

What does it feels like

Today

I'm lost

Nothing...

Couldn't accept that I was never accepted...

Idk

Lonely. I need to talk.

Missing my family

Sorry in advance if this is too depressing... Since Jan 30th of this year my whole world was turned upside down. My children have been split up. I voluntarily gave up my custody of my daughter to her bio father (not my husband) and she's now living with him. Had I tried to fight him I would've... (edited) read more

Every emotion has a story to tell

🤍

Happy birthday...

Whelp its my birthday and im feeling alone. Yould think after last year, my now ex not doing anything but a text and empty promises, id be used to the feeling. Guess it hit harder that someone i spent 5 years with and thought id spend a life with isnt in the picture this year. I know its better... read more

Got called gorgeous by a random guy today - idgaf what other girls say I love a good compliment from a man ❤️

Depression gone 😅 now I'm a bad b*+ch

Fiend...

Touch... but I'll never let you into my blood... F**k... but can't ever f**king think about love... D**gs... my reality just isn't enough...

Being bipolar is buns..

I had euphoric mania today for 8 hours which was new, then for a hour dysphoric mania and depression for 45 minutes and crying for like 5 minutes max, now I’m just calm… which is also new. In the time for me to calm down, is the average then time to make a brisket in a slow cooker on low heat. I... read more

Diffrent

World hits diffrent when you stop getting up. When you cant bare to fight back and it feels like people are only there when they want. Feels like drowning in the silence and the waves just keep pushing you under.

Help is available

Been seeing a lot of folks on here feeling depressed, hopeless, and in a dark place. Please reach out to someone. Don't sit there and hope it'll get better or rely on getting dates to help your depression. Contact the numbers listed below. Your life matters. Don't give up.

Current Mood

I think I'ma go to a group...

I found a depression and anxiety support group here not far from me. There's a meeting tonight at 7:30 I of course don't have anything else to do and want to go but I'm probably going to talk myself out of it. How avant-garde I need a support group to encourage me to go to a support group.