Thinking about stuff

So I've had this feeling about finding a partner that is almost certainly set in some kinda bias. I feel like I can't seem to find anyone who is both into me and willing to try something for the long haul. A lot of people I meet on here and other dating apps are looking for connection, for sure, but it's almost always casual stuff, or they are poly. I get that people can be satisfied with relationships, but it's not me. I've met some really cool people on these apps, but it always ends up being more of a friendship than anything else. And in some ways, I'm kinda happy that it comes so easily to me. But I'm also kinda lonely and wish someone would at least try to push it a bit more. This is all rambling tbh and probably not a good representation of how I actually feel. I've just been feeling it extra hard today.