Venting.. Might delete later.. I dnno.. Honestly, I am exhausted in a deep way.. 5 deaths, including my Grandmother and a good friend, cancelled marriage, health issues, mental health issues and now my mother has cancer.. Life has quickly lost it's excitement for me.. I am doing things I think I'm supposed to do.. But I am so exhausted.. I don't really feel like I'm here.. I see no future.. I'm confused, I'm tired, each sigh is apart of me just letting go.. Do you know what I mean? I feel like I'm at the end. I feel ok with that. But.. I am still young in years. I just don't feel like I am.. Exhausted. Scared. Done. Do don't know how else to explain it all..

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Will

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That's a lot to put on anyone's plate. Have you thought about speaking to a therapist?

Syrianal Emesene

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Some feelings are on the top Carving deeply into other feelings They not easily vanish

Ivan

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Aries

I hope you all pull through. Good luck.

Mathew

INFJ

Scorpio

Not long ago I also thought my life lost everything, I was like I’m pretty young but I’m stuck in suffering that I can’t seem to break away from, I’m rather surprised I have gotten mostly better, if I had any good advice at all, the things you love keep them alive inside you in the most beautiful meaningful ways you can think of so they are always yours no matter what, others things you just gotta let go of them, anyone would get tired making a fist with their hands and keep adding pressure telling themselves they can’t let go of the pressure they are putting in their fist, anyways I hope things will naturally become easier for you and the flowers will return soon readying to blossom in your life again

Valerie

INFJ

Aries

I am so sorry to read about your hard times. Sometimes all we can do is survive. Even if you are numb to life, and it sounds like that's where you're at. Your feelings are valid. When I feel that way I try to do I two things: 1. continue seeking out anyone to connect with and find the ones that understand/support. 2. feel any emotion as it comes up. Allow it to happen and pass through. Emotions are guidance and more... even the "negative" ones. ... Hopefully that makes sense.

Kitty

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Taurus

Soul

INFJ

Pisces

That's a lot. I'm so sorry. Grief counsellors might be able to get you through this. Please don't isolate yourself and reach out for support from your friends and family too. Now is the time you really need it.

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Sadly, I get the feeling I really don't have anything "good" to say to you, but just, you never know what's gonna happen right? Maybe tomorrow is gonna be better Maybe the next month or year

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SOMETIMES IT BE LIKE THAT 👍🏻

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There's a good app I use called Untangle, it's basically an online community for grief. It has been super helpful for me while I've been going through some similar issues. If you ever want to talk, I'm always here. For anyone 💜💜💜

Mitsu

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Libra

I know I would sound like nun but that's my opinion and wish to help you. This life is test what Allah gave us to get to heaven. Your life is hard as I can see. But maybe you should try to seek help in holly Quoran, it may answer to all your sadness and all your questions about life. When the Quoran is recited loudly, animals are going closer listening, and flowers are blooming. I saw on YT also that no cat will stand on the holly Quoran. SuphanAllah ❤️. God created us on earth to be patient in our lowest cuz we don't even can imagine how close he is to our hearts. Alhamdulilah ❤️. I recommend you going to mosque and ask for help in translation and actually interest in searching in it, becouse only if you're are open minded you will find an ease in Allah our creator. La illaha illa lah ❤️. There is no God worthy of worship except Allah. Read and find the proofs and miracles of the book.

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If you need someone to vent to to talk to or just listen feel free to message me I hope your ok

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That's a lot to put on anyone's plate. Have you thought about speaking to a therapist?

Some feelings are on the top Carving deeply into other feelings They not easily vanish

I hope you all pull through. Good luck.

That's a lot. I'm so sorry. Grief counsellors might be able to get you through this. Please don't isolate yourself and reach out for support from your friends and family too. Now is the time you really need it.

Sadly, I get the feeling I really don't have anything "good" to say to you, but just, you never know what's gonna happen right? Maybe tomorrow is gonna be better Maybe the next month or year

SOMETIMES IT BE LIKE THAT 👍🏻

There's a good app I use called Untangle, it's basically an online community for grief. It has been super helpful for me while I've been going through some similar issues. If you ever want to talk, I'm always here. For anyone 💜💜💜

If you need someone to vent to to talk to or just listen feel free to message me I hope your ok

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